Tuesday, August 10, 2010;
Health
♥tOoPiDd 8:53 PM
Wa... Been a long time since I blog.... Been very stress with alot of things.... with health and office stuff... Haiz... Alot of things happened and I really dun noe what should I do.. Will see what I can do... Haiz... Haven't have time to shoot any photos yet... Just got a new lens and haven't got the time to try it yet.... Hahaha... will need to upload more photos soon... Hahaha.... Been missing out on alot of things... Haiz... Will try to catch back what I have missed out.... Health haven't been so good lately... Haiz... Need to see doctor soon....
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010;
Stress Reduction Kit
♥tOoPiDd 1:48 AM
Wa!!! This is the Stress reduction Kit tat I found online. So funny... Think need this to be in office. Hahaha... Anyway today had a meeting from 9am till abt 12pm. The meeting is asking ppl to KSC to clear landed lists and after tat find that Condo got problems. Now even Condo need to clear up the lists. Then after all this, we have own internal meeting... Haiz... why CSOs can still put themselves "READY" when they are gone for lunch???? Haiz... Then caller call in but nobody answer tat line... Now found out that alot of the CSOs know very little on what the company is all about. Boss is asking do they need refresh course. DAMN IT!!!! Haiz.... Then today found out that two of the CSOs are having big issues... So now we are checking on them one by one.... Why are they doing this to me n the rest of the TL???? Why are they making more and more errors???? Is it cos training is not enough or lack of discipline???? Realli dun noe... Haiz... Stressed till slpt at abt 11pm but suddenly woke up at 1.3oam... Cos I thought my nose is bleeding... Scary.... Damn it... Haiz... Should go back to bed early if not later will get scolding again.... Haha... Nite... Got more things to settle tomorrow... Haiz...
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Saturday, July 03, 2010;
Stressed II
♥tOoPiDd 11:56 PM
Wa... Todae is a bad dae too... Alot of things happened again... Haiz... Abandoned Call: 240+ for English... Wth... Haiz... Not enough CSOs todae so all waiting for lecture again on monday loh... Haiz... Why does the CSOs still think that whatever he do is right??? If he is ao arrogant, i dun need him in the team... We can get a replacement and replace him... Haiz... Dun realli understand him and I totally surrender and give up on him liao... I realli damn stressed till I got nth to say liao... Then todae saw the Ad-Hoc email again... Haiz... CSOs fault again... I think me n CY back alot of arrows liao... When can all this arrowing stop coming in... Haiz... I should stop thinking and hope everything will be fine on Monday... Need to apologize to Danielle, sorry for passing u so much case as realli cannot locate Terrance... Haiz... Anyway I hope I'm not disturbing u in any kind of way... Hahaha... Oki should stop talking abt work... Tonite got match... Hahaha... I bet Germany to win Argentina and Spain to win paraguay... hahahaha... Hope I can see money rolling in... hahahaha... I think I have stop taking medicine as I realli hate taking it... Damn sick n tired of it liao... But this few days my feet when I step on the ground it start to hurt again... Then I think my speech is affected in a way... I can't pronoun words properly anymore... Haiz... Why is GOD treating me in this kind of way????? Anyway, I have stop adding Burden to two person... Dun ask me who I think u noe who u r... Thanks for all the concern but I think I should stop adding Burden anymore... Hahaha... going to ouou liao... Later going to wake up and watch the Spain match... Hahaha....
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Friday, July 02, 2010;
Stressed!!!!
♥tOoPiDd 11:00 PM
Yesterdae and Todae is a STRESS dae for me n CY... Complain coming in one after another... A damn stressful dae as we need to solve the problems one after another... Damn it... Hate to clear all this shit... Todae more shits came in due to CSOs mistake!!! why??? Does this mean the training is not good enough... Can they give empty promises without me n CY approval??? Why is all this happening and all this errors start to surface...Haiz... Todae totally no mood as need to explain alot and listen to recording till I'm so sick n tired already... Haiz... Something is wrong with me todae... Find out that the way I speak sth is not right... The word I pronoun is like sth not right... Dun noe how to say but I think my speech is affected liao... Tat why dun feel like talking too much liao... Haiz... Yesterdae forget to eat my medicine and also forget abt my checkup... Haiz... Alot of things happened till I forget liao.. Todae also forget to take my medicine... Haiz... dun noe what to say liao... Need to go Zzzzz liao... Hope tomol will be a better dae and hope I'm able to see Rainbow soon...
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Tuesday, June 29, 2010;
Death
♥tOoPiDd 11:13 PM
For those who ever bother to read this. Alot of things had happened in my life. With alot of Ups and Down. Been very stress with alot of things. But what worried me most is my HEALTH!!! When will I ever be healthy again??? The answer is "NO", I will never ever had the chance again... Haiz... Feeling Sad + Disappointed + Confused + Stress... Been feeling very sick and tired eating so many pills... GOD helped me as I dun want to eat anymore pills liao... Realli feel damn sick n tired liao... Haiz... This few days I have been only eating either one or two meals per day.. Not cause no money but cos I dun feel like eating... No mood to bite any foods... Haiz... After eating all the pills, will feel like vomiting, dizzy and most of all dun like the bitterness of the medicine.... I dun wan to see Doc again and is so X seeing doc each time... Help me PLEASE!!! Haiz... Alwayz feel like crying when I see all my medicine... Haiz... When I feel like crying I will alwayz look for my GRANDMA to talk abt it... But she GONE.... Who can I talk to???? when will be the time GOD will come and take me away!!! I rather he come earlier so that I can stop suffering...
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Wednesday, June 09, 2010;
LOST!!!
♥tOoPiDd 10:28 PM
Yoh... Haven't blog for the past few days... Damn busy with work as alot of things happened tat why so busy... Busy with planning and setting of SOP for the CSOs... Haiz... But this few days the mind is so lost that I'm so no mood... Haiz... Dun ask me why cos it is just like that... My mind is like a LOST Forest (Pictures) cause I realli dun noe what I'm doing!!!! Even my CSOs now that I very moody... Haiz... Damn tired todae that I dun feel like doing anything But I can't... Tomol having meeting with all the bosses.... WHY??? Haiz...But have to say SORRY to someone that I always send cases over and make her so busy!! Feel so bad and so Paisay... Anyway been very lost and tired... Also feel dizzy nowadays... Haiz... Hope everything is FINE on me... Hope is not the illness and I'm heading to bed liao... Need to wake up early for meeting tomol... Haiz... Life will be miserable tomol...
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Sunday, June 06, 2010;
Confused.
♥tOoPiDd 8:07 PM
Haha... This is taken at Macau also... Going to take half day leave again on Tuesday to see doctor... Dun ask me why cause feel pain so need to go see doctor. Then realised that my hand got one big Blue Black... Haiz dun noe where my Blue Black come from...Wa on Saturday, an email was send to bosses due to CSO fault... Wa why is it CSO fault again... Book wrong time and book wrong units... Haiz... When can all this stop happening... CY and Nur are leaving soon.... Haiz... Been thinking alot this few days... Haiz... Then on Sat after tat email somebody send me an sms and I think it is realli a nice one...
- Think about this for a minute. If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened wuld you come? If I had one day left to live my life would you be part of my last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on would you give me yours? Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together. They see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER. That's what friendship is. Life is lonely without friends. Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so Love the people who treat you right.
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