Monday, February 28, 2005;
Nice Chocolates
♥tOoPiDd 11:40 PM
ChocolatesIf you love someone, Set her free... If she comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, she never was.... THE NEW VERSIONS..... Pessimist:If you love someone, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, as expected, she never was Optimist:^^^^^^^^ If you love someone, Set her free ... Don't worry, she will come back. Suspicious:^^^^^^^^^^If you love someone, Set her free ... If she ever comes back, ask her why. Impatient:^^^^^^^^^ If you love someone, Set her free ... If she doesn't come back within some time forget her. Patient:^^^^^^^If you love someone, Set her free ... If she doesn't come back, continue to wait until she comes back ... Playful:^^^^^^^If you love someone, Set her free ... * If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her free again, repeat * C++ Programmer:^^^^^^^^^^^^^^if(you-love(m_she)) m_she.free() if(m_she == NULL) m_she= new CShe; Animal-Rights Activist:^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^If you love someone, Set her free, In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!! Lawyers:^^^^^^^If you love someone, Set her free, Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the Second Amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that... Bill Gates :^^^^^^^^^^If you love someone, Set her free, If she comes back, I think we can charge her for re-installation fees but tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade. Biologist :^^^^^^^^^If you love someone, Set her free, She'll evolve. Statisticians : (Apte)^^^^^^^^^^^^^
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Sunday, February 27, 2005;
Boring Dae...
♥tOoPiDd 11:38 PM
Look @ tis!!Todae went out to Orchard... Then pass a chocolate to Pig... Then after tat went to eat... Then after tat went hm to do some stuff... Hehehe.. should continue again tomol... + The world is never innocent..+
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Saturday, February 26, 2005;
Iverson...
♥tOoPiDd 11:37 PM
MVP 4 e year!!Haha... He got e MVP 4 e year... So happie... He is damn good player... Neber miz his match at all... So nice... Haha... Forget wat I did todae liao... Old liao lah... So no choice... Then was also tellin my Mortal wat my blog addr!! She damn blur... Hehe... Should stop here continue tomol...ººººººnan dao zao yi zhu ting bu neng zhen zhen yong you niºººººº
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Friday, February 25, 2005;
Don't Look Back...
♥tOoPiDd 11:30 PM
Sad...I tried to look away.I tried to push it all inside.I tried to keep it down.I tried with all my might.I didn't let my feelings show.I held them deep and very close.I didn't want you to know.That i couldn't look at you.That i couldn't take the pain they put me through.I'm sorry there was no hope for me,and nothing ever felt right.I tried so hard to open my eyes,but tears impaired my sight.All I did was dwell within,dwell within this pain and depression. well enoughs enough.I'm sorry i made you cry and that I'm leaving you behind.But please just let me go.
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Thursday, February 24, 2005;
6.02AM
♥tOoPiDd 11:29 PM
Alone...I wrote this when i was lost and confused, didn't know what to do. I didn't do anything stupid to myself don't worry :)I don't know what to do,I don't want to hurt you,But, is what I am doing the right thing?I have no clue what to think.I'm lost and confused,I don't know what I should do.Am i making the right decision,Please someone, I am asking for your help.I don't want to be hurt, I'm sick of the pain, And I don't want to hurt anyone any more,I'm not suppose be that one that does that stuff.I am suppose to be here to help and comfort,Not hurt and discomfort.I want you to be able to talk to me,I don't know, maybe its just me,F@cked up in the head, hell one day we will see.A bullet in the head,Just to make me dead,So then I didn't have to dread,All of the choices I have just had.But why do I have to go through this,Right now of all times.My life was set so I thought,I was in love and looking forward to all our times.But what I just heard and said,It makes me wish I was dead.I'm tired of this painI am so close to going insane.I'm f@cked in the head,Maybe I just need to go to bed.I just feel as if I was left out in the dark,This time the blood rolls down my wrist, unlike any other mark.
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005;
Crying...
♥tOoPiDd 11:28 PM
Heart on SandCrying silent tears,for all the time that was lost over the years,loving pain like it was my own,it's apart that we have grown,lies become the truth,memories is all it's worth, i can't stand to be with you, but i hate you for not being there, love you always, but i can't be around you knowing what was done,this is why i'm walking away as one.
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005;
If I left This Place
♥tOoPiDd 11:32 PM
Ferrari..Everything I sayJust blows up in my faceI wonder what they'd doIf I just left this placeWould they even notice?Wonder where I went?Would they treasure a memory?Or put my room for rent?Would they cry for hours?Count their sleepless nights?Would they think about it?Or just turn off all the lightsWould they regret the times,They didn't tell me that they cared?Or or would they laugh and smile,Remembering what we'd shared?Would they realise Just how much I hurt?Or would they walk away unchangedWhen I'm 6 foot in the dirt?Sorry, I don't know either
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Monday, February 21, 2005;
GT3
♥tOoPiDd 11:30 PM
GT3...Another car... Hehe... Todae went back to sch... Haha... Then after tat went to buy a new sunglass... Hehe... Nice Nice... Next time show u all... Hehe... Then after tat went hm to watch TV... Hehe... Nice show... =======================
I'm looking at myself both inside and out I hate what I see I'm filled with self-doubt Something lurks inside me Deep, dark and hidden I long to smile, laugh and run Instead I'm anger ridden A teardrop falls silently Down my pale white face I'm trying to feel something Something other than disgrace Addicted to wounding myself Causing so much pain Don't know why I do this Nothing left to gain I'm falling down forever In a place that has no end I've made myself an enemy Yet I'm my only friend
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Sunday, February 20, 2005;
A 2nd Chance!!
♥tOoPiDd 11:29 PM
Porsche...Nice car rite? Hehe... But bery expensive... Hehe... This fits under both sadness and depression as well as friendship. I wasnt sure where to put it.I take a deep breath,and place the knife against my throat,standing just a foot away,from the letter that I wrote.I feel a tiny tear,trickle down my face,as I press the knife deeper,my death I'm about to embrace.All of a sudden the phone rings,it's most annoying sound,now knowing what else to do,I place the knife on the ground.I then pick up the receiver,and am amazed to hear your voice,all of a sudden I realize,I have another choice.I finish talking to you,with a smile on my face,and then I turn towards the knife,throwing it away in disgrace.You gave me a second change,and I cannot thank you enough,for coming to my rescue,when the world just looked to tough.For giving me back my life,without any questions to ask,and for continuing to love me,even without the mask.
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Saturday, February 19, 2005;
Bettle Car...
♥tOoPiDd 11:21 PM
Nice design...Haha... Nice Bettle Car rite? Esplanda design... Hehe... Saw it somewhere... Short term memory le... Also forget wat I do todae... Hehe... Think was @ hm ba doin some study... Hehe... So guai rite? Hahaha... Was also watchin TV @ e same time lah... I think slpt @ abt 5am... hehe... Cos need do alotz things... No mood to blog also should end here... We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.
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Friday, February 18, 2005;
NeRd...
♥tOoPiDd 11:41 PM
nErD...@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@Don't be surprised if one day I'll avoid you and be gone,it's not because you've done something wrong..but because I'm afraid to love and be hurt againby somebody who can't love me in return.. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
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Thursday, February 17, 2005;
nO lOvE...
♥tOoPiDd 11:58 PM
Funny Face..Todae woke up quite early cos got lesson @ 8am... Haiz... Then after tat went for lesson n tutorial all e way till 4pm... Cos teacher let us off early... Haha... Todae was in a good mood... Everybody can see tat... Cos I'm meetin tat person later @ nite... Then I went hm n rest for awhile before goin out again... Hehe... As tat person say wan to meet for dinner so I'm oki with it... Then after tat met outside OG then went Long John to eat... Can realli eat man, ate quite alotz... Then after tat sat down outside Hang Ten to talk before taking cab to Pasir Panjang... Then was worried tat e person is in a hurry... So we went to Heeren tat side to hire a cab... Saw alot of Traffic Police man... Then after tat went hm n was doing nth... Tat person call about 1+... Talk onli for awhile n I think will be e last time meetin le ba... Haiz... Neber slp but cry alotz... Haiz... NO MOOD =(**************************************No love for myself.And no love for another.Searching to find a love up on a higher level.Finding nothing but questions and devils.
Losing my sight. Losing my mind.Wish somebody would tell me I’m fine.Nothing's alright.Nothing is fine.I’m running and I’m crying.I can't go on living this way.**************************************
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005;
LiFe!!!
♥tOoPiDd 11:41 PM
Hua Jiao...Woke up at abt 10... Then reach sch @ abt 11+... Cos got lesson @ 12pm... Wa 1st time realise tat I dun noe how to do Superposition n alot more... Damn bad... Then after tat went for lab for abt an hours then went hm to slp le... Damn tired... Cos so damn boring... @ nite was doing my hmworks... Then was also readin abit on e quiz itself... Haha... Damn sian man... Slpt @ abt 2+... Cos got lesson e next dae @ 8am...***whAT is LiFe i NV KNOW***
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005;
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO ALL....
♥tOoPiDd 11:23 PM
Happy Birthday To All...Yoh... Everybody Happie Birthdae... Todae is Ren Ri... It mean is Everybody Birthdae... Todae reach sch @ abt 12... Then went for lectures till 5+... Cos skip e last lectures... Then meet daddy @ Orchard MRT station to do some shopping... Hehe... Then wanted to buy e Adidas Watch but neber get it... So Sad so I went to buy an Adidas T-shirt... Haha... Nice I love it alot... Thanx Dad for choosing it for me... Then after tat we went to eat Sushi then I saw my fren... Haiz... Bad dae man... Then after tat went to Harbour Front to drink Tea... Haha... Then after tat took 145 home.... Slept @ abt 12+... Cos bery tired... !;!; Some pple make the world special just by being in it. !;!;
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Monday, February 14, 2005;
HAPPIE VALENTINE DAE...
♥tOoPiDd 11:56 PM
Nice?? I love it...Helo everybody todae is Valentine Dae... Hope those who had Valentine will enjoy their date... Hehe... As for me lesson as usual... Went to sch @ abt 11+... Lectures from 1 till 6... But todae I'm damn attentive in class... Maybe I noe Exam coming tat why muz study... Hehe... Then after 6pm... Went home to take a nap... Haha... Tat my Boring Valentine Dae... No Valentine cos nobody wan me... Haiz... Then went to slp @ abt 11+... Damn early man... Haiz....HAPPIE VALENTINE DAE TO ALL OUT THERE...
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Sunday, February 13, 2005;
Chu Wu...
♥tOoPiDd 11:58 PM
Fullerton Hotel ViewNice view rite? Took it with my new digital cam... Hehe... Todae woke up @ abt 11+... Then get myself ready n took MRT to Pasir Ris to visit Mummy... Haha... Dun blur tat person is not my real Mum... But is a person tat took care of me since young... Hehe... Then reach there abt 1+... Stay there talk n play with e dog till abt 3+.... Then took MRT home again... Was doin some study on e MRT... Hehe... Guai rite... No choice lah... Then went hm to watch TV till abt 12+... Then I went to slp... == U can only go as far as U push.==
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Saturday, February 12, 2005;
Chu 4
♥tOoPiDd 11:53 PM
Stair Room...Another Room for ppls to slp when they travel... But u wont have any privacy @ all... Hehehe... Nice Deco...Todae woke up @ abt 11+... Haiz... So fast Sat again... Todae got abit of mood to do some hmworks cos exam comin soon... So was practise my math... Haiz... Math again... But I'm oki with it as it is not so difficult as last time one... Hehe... Then was also watchin TV @ e same time... Hehe... Then @ nite was readin my comics cos was so damn boring with all e figures... Hehe... Slpt @ abt 2+.... Tomol going out to my "Mummy" house @ Pasir Ris... Haiz... Long time neber visit her le... >> There is a tremendous strength that is growing in the world through . . . sharing together, praying together, suffering together and working together. <<
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Friday, February 11, 2005;
Chu 3
♥tOoPiDd 11:42 PM
Interesting Room...Haha... Tis is e 2nd interesting room... Look @ where e bed is located.. Hehe... Strange n Nice rite? I like it alotz... Hehe... Todae is still New Year so sian... Cos New Year got no where to go... So had to stay @ hm to watch TV again... Haiz.... Still no mood to study... Dun noe why!!! Maybe is becos is Holiday Break for me... Hehe... Interesting... Today all sch should start sch again... But I'm @ hm rottin... Haiz... ((( How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world. )))
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Thursday, February 10, 2005;
2nd Dae of New Year...
♥tOoPiDd 11:39 PM
Nice Design Room...Haha... Tis is a new design of e room... Nice? Is black n white... I find it bery cool... I like it alot... Yoh todae is e 2nd dae of e New Year.... I still got no mood to study... Haiz... Exam coming n I'm still in this kind of mood... Todae was watchin TV all e time also cos got no where to go... Haiz... Then also slp @ abt 2+... Damn sian man.... Will show u all more of e room pics again... Hehe... [[[When you cease to make a contribution, you begin to die. ]]]
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005;
HAPPIE NEW YEAR...
♥tOoPiDd 11:29 PM
Nice Car...Yoh... Tis is another car juz to show u all... Nice rite? I love e design... Hehe.... Yoh... Helo everybody today is New Year... Haha... Woke up @ abt 11+... Then went out to watch movie... Hehe... Support local show... "I DO I DO".... Hehe... Then after tat went home and was whole dae @ home... So damn boring.... Haiz... Then was watchin TV till around 3am then went to slp... Hehe....{{{{The miracle is this - the more we share, the more we have. }}}}
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005;
New Year Song....
♥tOoPiDd 11:18 PM
Jeep
Haha... Show u a nice jeep... Nice? Give some comment pls... Need comment to see which car is better... Hehe... Will show u all another one the next dae...
New Year Songs:
Chinese New Year Song
Chinese
Zhengyue chu-yi guo xin nian
Dajia tonglai guo xin nian
Huan huan xixi guo xin nian
Da jia qu bai nian
Qi ba long dong qiang dong qiang
Da jia qu bai nian.
English Translation
The first of January is New Year
All of us enjoy the New Year
Everyone is happy when New Year comes
Visiting friends, wishing everyone the best,
Lighting firecrackers everywhere,
We are enjoying the New Year.
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Monday, February 07, 2005;
Boring Mondae....
♥tOoPiDd 11:19 PM
Lancer
Woke up @ abt 2+... Then cook my own breakfast... Yummy... Then dun feel like doin anything... Then was watchin TV all e time till nite then went to slp... Exam coming but no mood to study... Haiz... So Sian...
!!! How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world. !!!
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Sunday, February 06, 2005;
Nite Time of Eiffel Tower....
♥tOoPiDd 11:25 PM
Eiffel Tower
Woke up at abt 11+.... Then was watchin e new TV programme... Hehe... Then went out @ abt 5+... Went to ate Reunion dinner with my relative... Feel so strange.... Hehe... Then went hm at abt 8+... Then was still watchin TV till 12+.... Hehe... All students suppose to go to sch tomol but me having holiday from last friday onward... Haiz... So damn boring....
---- Caring must strengthen into commitment and commitment into action if we are to preserve and nurture one of the greatest forces for rebirth and renewal this nation has ... voluntarism. ----
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Saturday, February 05, 2005;
New Year coming....
♥tOoPiDd 11:22 PM
Ice Cube
Went out in e noon to Chinatown to buy some things hm to cook... Hehe... Long time neber cook le... Then was @ hm all e time... Was watchin TV n was doin nth except cooking... Hehe... Cook Lobsters to eat so nice... Yummy... Hehehe.... Then was watchin TV all e way till 2am then slp...
~~~ We make a living by what we do, but we make a life by what we give. ~~~
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Friday, February 04, 2005;
Funny....
♥tOoPiDd 11:10 PM
Yummy....
Haha... Look @ e pics n see how hungry is her... Hehe... Todae is the last dae of sch... Hehe... Finally... Is no longer so boring... Todae had tutorial and AutoCAD... Finally... Come to AutoCAD... Love e design so much... But still need to learn... Then went hm @ abt 4+... So damn tired... Was resting @ hm n was not doing anything n went to slp at abt 2+... Haiz....
*** No matter how big and powerful government gets, and the many services it provides, it can never take the place of volunteers. ***
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Thursday, February 03, 2005;
Blue...
♥tOoPiDd 11:09 PM
Blue!!!
Woh... Finally thurs is here... Hehee.... Having lesson from 8 till 5pm... But I went hm @ abt 1pm... Then after tat was resting at hm for awhile before going down to Orchard for meeting... Was having the launch meeting at 7pm... Then was doing e launch meeting for SVC.... Then after tat went to eat @ e food court... Then saw tat person .... Haiz... Then went hm @ abt 9+ or 10+... Then was doing some of my works before heading to bed...
=== We need love and creative imagination to do constructive work. ===
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005;
Boring Dae!!!!
♥tOoPiDd 11:05 PM
Nice Waterfalls...
Todae went to sch @ abt 12pm... Then was having e E-learning lesson... Then after tat got a lab test tat onli last for 1/2hrs.... Then after tat went for lunch n wait for a talk to start @ 3.45pm... So damn boring... Then after tat it ended @ abt 5+... Then went hm to do some shoppin of Nian Hou... Hehe... Then was doin my hmworks @ nite... Hehe....
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005;
Boring Dae....
♥tOoPiDd 11:54 PM
Nice Pictures
Woke up early n reach sch quite early... Then after tat went for e design lesson until 12pm... So boring... Finish everything on time... Then after tat went for lectures all e way till 6pm... Then went hm n do my hmworks n projects... So damn boring... Went to slp quite early... Hehehe....
:::: The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is just that little extra. ::::
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