Tuesday, June 29, 2010;
Death
♥tOoPiDd 11:13 PM
For those who ever bother to read this. Alot of things had happened in my life. With alot of Ups and Down. Been very stress with alot of things. But what worried me most is my HEALTH!!! When will I ever be healthy again??? The answer is "NO", I will never ever had the chance again... Haiz... Feeling Sad + Disappointed + Confused + Stress... Been feeling very sick and tired eating so many pills... GOD helped me as I dun want to eat anymore pills liao... Realli feel damn sick n tired liao... Haiz... This few days I have been only eating either one or two meals per day.. Not cause no money but cos I dun feel like eating... No mood to bite any foods... Haiz... After eating all the pills, will feel like vomiting, dizzy and most of all dun like the bitterness of the medicine.... I dun wan to see Doc again and is so X seeing doc each time... Help me PLEASE!!! Haiz... Alwayz feel like crying when I see all my medicine... Haiz... When I feel like crying I will alwayz look for my GRANDMA to talk abt it... But she GONE.... Who can I talk to???? when will be the time GOD will come and take me away!!! I rather he come earlier so that I can stop suffering...
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Wednesday, June 09, 2010;
LOST!!!
♥tOoPiDd 10:28 PM
Yoh... Haven't blog for the past few days... Damn busy with work as alot of things happened tat why so busy... Busy with planning and setting of SOP for the CSOs... Haiz... But this few days the mind is so lost that I'm so no mood... Haiz... Dun ask me why cos it is just like that... My mind is like a LOST Forest (Pictures) cause I realli dun noe what I'm doing!!!! Even my CSOs now that I very moody... Haiz... Damn tired todae that I dun feel like doing anything But I can't... Tomol having meeting with all the bosses.... WHY??? Haiz...But have to say SORRY to someone that I always send cases over and make her so busy!! Feel so bad and so Paisay... Anyway been very lost and tired... Also feel dizzy nowadays... Haiz... Hope everything is FINE on me... Hope is not the illness and I'm heading to bed liao... Need to wake up early for meeting tomol... Haiz... Life will be miserable tomol...
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Sunday, June 06, 2010;
Confused.
♥tOoPiDd 8:07 PM
Haha... This is taken at Macau also... Going to take half day leave again on Tuesday to see doctor... Dun ask me why cause feel pain so need to go see doctor. Then realised that my hand got one big Blue Black... Haiz dun noe where my Blue Black come from...Wa on Saturday, an email was send to bosses due to CSO fault... Wa why is it CSO fault again... Book wrong time and book wrong units... Haiz... When can all this stop happening... CY and Nur are leaving soon.... Haiz... Been thinking alot this few days... Haiz... Then on Sat after tat email somebody send me an sms and I think it is realli a nice one...
- Think about this for a minute. If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened wuld you come? If I had one day left to live my life would you be part of my last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on would you give me yours? Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together. They see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER. That's what friendship is. Life is lonely without friends. Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so Love the people who treat you right.
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Friday, June 04, 2010;
Problems and More Problems...
♥tOoPiDd 12:10 AM
This is ticket of Cirque Du Soleil which I watch at Macau. Haha... Nice one... Damn Funny and nice... Anyway, todae went out to celebrate Jac's Birthdae... Haha... Went to eat Steamboat at Tanglin... Thanks Jac for the Dinner..... Nothing much to blog todae cos nv talk much todae also as my freaking mind is all about work and problems... Haiz... When I'm on MC so much things happened... But no matters what everything will be solve by tomol hopefully... As CY n Me not in office today... Hahaha... Nearly turn the office upside down... Hope I can have peace tomol... Also hope that my wishes will come TRUE on certain things... haha... Will be seeing doctor soon next Tue... Haiz... Cos only tue then got doctor and also hope that my finger will be Fine... Pain + Pain = Double Pain.. Haiz... Will need to go liao... Cya and will blog soon... Nite to those who are heading to bed as the nite is still young...
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Wednesday, June 02, 2010;
Feel So Bad...
♥tOoPiDd 3:18 PM
Finally, there is time for me to blog... This photo is taken in Macau. Haha... Been very busy lately with work and other stuffs... Recently, no mood for anything dun ask me why... Ask I also dun noe why... Last two days, feel abit bad and feel tat it is like my fault. Cos contractor is suppose to come and meet me for awhile. Feel abit bad cos if she dun come and meet me then her car should be oki... Haiz... Now what worry me the most is that her car that colour may not be able to spray back... Haiz... Need Help... Arrrgggghhhhhh.... Feel so bad loh... Anyway need to Thanks somebody for help... The person may not be able to read this but Thanks anyway... Haha... Dun ask me who... Shhhhhhhh... Cannot say... Hehe... Wa now somebody got new car... Whahaha.... Went to a nice place yesterday... Nice foods n drinks... Haha... Now MC at home for 2 days... Sore Throat + Finger Pain + Block Nose... Haiz... Anyway will blog another day... Haha... Cya... (",)
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