Yesterdae and Todae is a STRESS dae for me n CY... Complain coming in one after another... A damn stressful dae as we need to solve the problems one after another... Damn it... Hate to clear all this shit... Todae more shits came in due to CSOs mistake!!! why??? Does this mean the training is not good enough... Can they give empty promises without me n CY approval??? Why is all this happening and all this errors start to surface...Haiz... Todae totally no mood as need to explain alot and listen to recording till I'm so sick n tired already... Haiz... Something is wrong with me todae... Find out that the way I speak sth is not right... The word I pronoun is like sth not right... Dun noe how to say but I think my speech is affected liao... Tat why dun feel like talking too much liao... Haiz... Yesterdae forget to eat my medicine and also forget abt my checkup... Haiz... Alot of things happened till I forget liao.. Todae also forget to take my medicine... Haiz... dun noe what to say liao... Need to go Zzzzz liao... Hope tomol will be a better dae and hope I'm able to see Rainbow soon...